it only takes a moment to knot ourselves together like the ends of a rope, longing to be knotted together, but even lovers have still lives, whole months where they hang together like moths.

8.24.2007

to be next to your bones.

Haha alright man I've really had enough of my bullshit stressing. I'm tired of it haha and whats stupid is that I could have said this from the start and convinced myself that its fucked up but somehow I was too cought up in it to think straight.

Its all stupid.

So.
On a pretty similarly unexciting note, I have a million things to do this weekend. I guess I'm going to the living through circuitry thing on saturday. Also have to go say bye to andrei but I refuse to go to crab world. And then sunday I think Womad with Carlos. Aaaand. Tomorrow is Anna's last day here. Going to cry. I've cried too much lately.. I'm going to dehydrate. But all my friends are leaving. So I think I have a pretty good excuse no?

I need to get back on track. It seems that bad things always happen at once.. So fuck knows.





Parachutes.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

life is also 'all about meeting new people' ;)

Anonymous said...

true. true.
but.
i'd rather know a few ppl that are really close to me, than a million people who i don't actually really know..
HOW CLICHE but yea


crez

jen said...

today it really hit me how much i miss you crez :( i am so sad

calf said...

:( join the club. i miss uso much. i just calculated.. i am gonna be a total loner between the time carlos leaves and u come back. which is 2 months. and therefore, i will think abt it even more. and get more sad and lonely. i miss u jen :( :( :(
lav

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